Monday

Transitions

What happens when all this good stuff comes flooding into your life all at once? well, that means theres very little room left for the bad stuff. How do you start letting go of it all? that's kind of where I am right now. There's certain things I need to say goodbye to and walk away from, but its hard to where to start and how to go about it.
I feel like for the past year my life has just been one giant transition. Always changing, growing moving. It's been good, a challenge at times, but a much needed turn of events that has lead me to where I needed to be.
Sometimes its about taking a leap of faith, sometimes its about careful planning and strategy. Sometimes it's a bit of both and sometimes its all about in-action.
I havent decided what the best course of action yet in this situation. theres still alot of fear that im holding onto that things wont turn out.
Fear that things are going to good, so something has to go wrong. where do these ridiculous beliefs come from? Who decided that when you've reached a certain amount of good or happiness, that you have to be cut off, like a drunk at the bar? or that there has to be some kind of balance of shitiness?
Well I'm choosing to believe that things are as good as you want them to be ALL the time. I'm choosing to be happy and believe that good things are right in front of us, just sitting there waiting for us to aknowledge and choose them.

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